So, I have managed to add the picture to a post. Woo hoo….I wanted it separate. Cannot figure out how to do that.
Posts Tagged ‘Writers’
Frustrated
Posted in Poems, Poetry, Uncategorized, Writers, Writing, tagged Poems, poetry, poets, Writers, Writing on June 4, 2011| Leave a Comment »
Tee Tyson Reads Poetry
Posted in Emotions, Fantasy, Love, Poems, Poetry, Writers, Writing, tagged Love, poetry, poets, Writers, Writing on April 23, 2011| Leave a Comment »
Tee Tyson does a fantastic job reading my poetry. And, at the very end she does a surprise reading of one her teenage poems that I think is incredible. She doesn’t really know the strength of her talent. Her poem is striking and her reading of both hers and mine is majestic and done far better than I could have done. Thanks Tee!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nd-qQIBNetU&feature=share
Enjoy.
Gordon.
THE PENGUIN
Posted in Fantasy, Poems, Poetry, The Sea, Waking, tagged Depression, Fantasy, Love, Poems, poetry, Writers on March 18, 2011| Leave a Comment »
THE PENGUIN
3/17/11
Copyright 2011 Gordon Kuhn
I woke one night in early May
Of some forgotten year
and I blush to say the date I don’t recall
The number, sadly, wasn’t written on the wall
And the memory of such it was did not stay
Perhaps——memories
Perhaps memories themselves have something to fear
Of being eaten by something much bigger
That might wander in from out of shadows——far to close, far to near
So in safety they lay in hiding,
in safety biding afraid to rise up out of fear
Something close by which by circumstance would somehow trigger——
But, wasn’t Trigger the name of Roy’s fabulous old horse?
Oh——well, I am digressing——of course
I’m sure the evening before had been quite drear
as my headache, at the time, seemed all too massively clear
And stood as a reminder of why I was asleep upon the floor
Halfway to my bed from the apartment’s front door
Which, oddly, appeared through the mental haze,
at that curious time of night or day,
to be standing there, misty-like and bare-naked open
yet I was sure I had closed and locked it before
sometime entering or exiting before I lay and began to snore
perhaps the lock was broken
perhaps it was merely a reminder,
perhaps a shill someone had left lying on the nearby hill
maybe, after all, it was just a broken token
of the raucous night some hours (days?) before
But what was odd at that time of night
Or….was it time of day….
I’m really not so sure
so cannot really say
but beside me stood a well-dressed penguin
still freshly wet from the briny sea
a most handsome chap was he
in his spats and so very tall and stately thin
with what I would say was the most beaky grin
of any penguin I’ve ever yet to see
and he spoke of you and he spoke of me
and of the good, the bad, and of the sin
that someone tried upon my chest to pin
He said his name was hard to spell
So pronounced it phonetically
Very slowly, if I recall correctly the memory tell
But, gosh, I don’t recollect at all now his name,
Even though he said he’d had some fame
Just that it seemed to have the sound of distant surf
Crashing upon a rocky littered thick green turf
Far from where I lay that night or was it day
So, sadly, I’m so sorry,
Just my faded perforated memory
It tends to leak, you see
I find words and ideas simply lying about
Pictures and full-blown paragraphs
Here, there, lying in thick dust upon the floor
And I then begin to really doubt
And wonder if life is all just a pile of serigraphs
That someone bought at some local store
And came and dumped them out upon the floor
so please don’t shout, please, please don’t yell
It was a bad night, very bad, I’m sure,
if I could just recall, you see
And something——something came loose
Something unexpected broke free
And was lost in the dust therein which lay
To be then lost to me, to you, to us it failed to stay
while, from the remaining memory of it all
I do remember the penguin standing near to me
So very well dressed was he,
well dressed and fresh wet from the sea
And——how odd, I do now recall,
That he had a bull frog standing next to him
The reason?
I don’t recall him to ever say.
I’ve no earthly idea and must make an honest plea
In regards to the headache and the fact
It was the middle of the night and I’d really lost track
Or…or…”sigh”…..was it the middle of the day?
UNABLE, COLLAPSING
Posted in Fantasy, Love, Poems, Poetry, Writers, tagged Poems, poetry, poets, Writers, Writing on February 20, 2011| 1 Comment »
UNABLE, COLLAPSING
2/20/2011
Copyright 2011 Gordon Kuhn
I’m collapsing in pain
swept away with the shame
that I cannot capture and hold
the words and phrases so wondrous and bold
which assault, no, no in tenderness touch
yet unaware they are how deep the knife is plunged
with every line that slips past, every beat, every sound
that sweeps me up and tears me apart
leaves me in a crumbled heap
my pen is useless
I cannot keep up
how sad it is to see them fade
from the field from the glade
of flowered birth
oh, God, how I am swept away in pain
adrift, alone, tired, and in shame.
LUCKY SOME
Posted in Depression, Emotions, Fantasy, Suicide, Writers, Writing, tagged Depression, Emotions, Fantasy, Fear, Poems, poetry, Writers, Writing on February 20, 2011| Leave a Comment »
LUCKY SOME
12/19/11
Copyright 2011 Gordon Kuhn
The lights go slowly out
as neighbors turn to rest
if rest could truly come
it matters not who might be suited best
for in shadows to succumb
but only for a lucky some.
But not for me.
for I am not free
not truly free
Butterfly: I don’t even know your name.
Posted in Depression, Emotions, Poems, Poetry, Suicide, Writers, Writing, tagged Depression, Emotions, Fear, Poems, poetry, Suicide, Writers, Writing on February 8, 2011| 4 Comments »
BUTTERFLY
I DON’T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME
2/8/11
Copy Write 2011 Gordon Kuhn
Who are you?
Where are you?
I spent the better part of the day fighting for your life
do you understand that?
Yet I don’t know you
I and others dealt with the strife
you dropped in our lives this day
and we worked to help you in life to stay
and yet we know not who or where you are
tell me,
butterfly,
are you close or are you far?
Have your wings found the burning match?
You tumbled out and left the door to your soul standing wide
your fragile wings took to the air
and left us to stare at the empty spot
where you left an opening to read your thoughts
of which in ache you confide
the transformation cocoon you left behind
and your poetry screams out in pain
and now in anger I stand and yell at you.
Damn you!
Damn you
gentle butterfly.
Christ, pills scattered across the table top.
A woman drowning reaching for the surface.
Your video of your daughters left behind
in memory of some happy time.
And mentions abuse and being left and leaving.
It all leaps across the electronic page
stumbles drunkenly across the stage
rushes headlong towards and ending I know not when and
of life and touches deeply hearts you don’t even know.
Do you not even care about the damage you’ve left in your wake?
But the final deed of selfish intent upon us you now bestow
you say
good by
and
good night
as though going out for a walk
and leave us here now with our fright for thee
as the shadows lengthen and the trace of you is growing thin
as we unite and fight and pray for you
but we don’t know your name
butterfly.
Is this to be the last bit of fame?
Is this the end of your flickering flame?
Is this where ends your last song of another’s shame
that left you battered, bruised, too weak to give out your name?
Am I to be your helpless pall bearer?
Am I and the others simple pawns in the fight against death?
Yes, and my anger grows hot at this error
you’ve placed so many of us in bewildered terror
you wish to somehow drop without any shame
yet you stand and cry out in pain
and sweep us up along with you
and I don’t——damn you——damn us
I don’t even know your name.
Is our fight, our battle is it in vain?
Can nothing stop your onward rush
to meet death with out a blush
without a hush
without a——
Oh God,
oh, butterfly
I don’t even know your name.
What Hobby?
Posted in Fantasy, Poems, The Sea, Writers, Writing, tagged Poems, poetry, poets, Writers on February 4, 2011| 2 Comments »
WHAT HOBBY?
2/4/11
Copy Write Gordon Kuhn 2011
What hobby shall I entertain this day?
What fantasy should I prosecute?
A fresh shore of time will give play
to restitute without delay dreams
held gently in hope while I weigh
out odds against waiting obstacles
who stay as hidden phantoms of my mind
whose tangled unwind lay as traps
hidden reefs in the sea of undrawn maps.
HOW CAME THIS FEELING
Posted in Depression, Emotions, Fantasy, Love, Poems, Writers, Writing, tagged Depression, Emotions, Fantasy, Love, Poems, poetry, Poetry, poets, thoughts, Writers, Writing on December 25, 2010| Leave a Comment »
HOW CAME THIS FEELING
12/25/2010
Copy Write © 2010 Gordon Kuhn
How came this feeling of being——alone
set apart from others who seem to easily, openly share
round about me, as I inwardly feel the cool of stone
my timing is so awkward in attempts to find a way to share
and my voice comes to me as though in an emotionless drone
while others seem to shine and with each word spoken there
match the others in easy developed vocal tone
but I feel and fear it is not the same with me
nor ever was, or ever should, or could ever be
but, even still, the feeling lasts that in someway I am——alone.
Evening Comes
Posted in Emotions, Fantasy, Love, Poems, Writers, Writing, tagged Emotions, Fantasy, Love, Poems, poetry, Poetry, poets, Writers, Writing on December 24, 2010| Leave a Comment »
Evening comes and in so doing in growing darkness compresses time just a bit and so we in good company choose to sit and reminisce and think of blessings received and drift in thoughts of loved ones who are not so near.
Morning Thoughts
Posted in Fantasy, Uncategorized, Writers, Writing, tagged Fantasy, poetry, Poetry, Uncategorized, Writers, Writing on December 23, 2010| Leave a Comment »
So morning comes as morning does and I awake and for a moment lie between two worlds…….or is it more than two I wonder. The first thoughts are laced with fog and questions which I don’t easily recall as moments slip away to become minutes moving forward into the day. Thoughts like loosed hummingbirds dart here and there trying to find something sweet to eat. Ah, where is the first cup of coffee at? |